I have always been one who loved to see the world, I've been to 10 different countries in fact. I have loved going to places and just seeing this beautiful place we live in. There is one thing I do regret through, I didn't explore the places I've been to. The whole time I've stuck to a busy schedule, it was all rushed to see the main sites, and I didn't get to see the underground beauty of it. It's disappointing to me that I haven't seen the hidden gold that is found in places.
I've always been one to want to drop everything and leave. To go places I didn't know existed, to meet extraordinary people along the way. Honestly, what is the point of life if your spending it on your bum? I vowed to myself I would be getting out of this town the first chance I've got. No matter who I've hurt along the way, no mater if I make people mad at me. It may be cruel to say, but it's my happiness not theirs.
Look outside, look how beautiful it is. Listen to the sounds, the sounds of people, the sounds of nature, the sounds of life. What is stopping you from experiencing it? Everyone has something, I do. I am living in a box, feeling utterly trapped, worried about what may be if I made a big decision. I don't know what's right anymore, my head is a tangled mess. I've planned things in my head, and I still don't know what I want. I want to be free, I want to find me.. and I have no idea how. People constantly ask me what I want to do, but I have no clue. I have been so set on going to college, but I don't know even that anymore. I'm trying to weigh all my options, because I want so bad to be successful, but I also want to be happy; and I don't know what that means. Can I be both? -Andrea
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